crystal blue #3 - you're next to the beginning
There are papers—a lot of them—on my bed. I work with pillow under my chin, blanket covering the tip of my feet. On the screen of my laptop, there is a name I would never forget. But amongst the countless papers spread around me, your name is written in invisible ink.
You are there, but I don't want you to be there—not yet.
Eta Wardana
Depok, 13 Agustus 2019
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